This book will take you from the early days of my life as I re-live it, and you see it through the retrospective mirror of my eyes. Hopefully you will be equally amazed reading this book as I was writing it. I will delve deep into the darkest area of my experiences, from childhood to adulthood, taking you from my earliest days, growing up in New York , and then working as a New York City Transit Cop, through my experience as a New York City Detective. I will take you through the accounts on the day of September 11, 2001, where I was watching from my office window, approximately one mile away, while events unfolded in front of me. I will also take you through 9/11 - Visions from within. Where you will hear from some of my co-workers and their visions from 9/11.