When Anna Skye discovered that there are men around who will pay an attractive woman generously for the privilege of giving her a good spanking, belting, slippering, thrashing, paddling or caning, she realised – as a mature, intelligent and sexually active woman who had already discovered the erotic thrill of being spanked - that she had found the perfect way to repay the £20,000 debt her late husband had left her. This is Anna's erotic, moving and often very funny account of her life before and after becoming a 'spankee', including her desperate attempts to have a child and the roller-coaster ride of internet dating. A true story of love and sex, pain and pleasure, anger and forgiveness. "One evening I noticed my bottom in the mirror. It was a pretty good size and shape. I fetched a slipper from the bedroom and gave myself a few whacks with it. Pah! That was nothing. I wondered if I could find a way of getting spanked for money..."