Amanda loves her life, her converted loft apartment and her job as an architect On the surface she appears to have done everything right So why does she feel so off-balance? There's a strange tapping noise in the apartment but, as Amanda's husband Ed has pointed out, it can't be a mouse because they only hear it when she's around Much to her husband's disgust, Amanda has also taken up smoking Even the friendly dog at the train station shies away from her these days Could it be something to do with the lustful and violent dreams she's been having recently?